promise

I did it today, with help from some new friends: dissolved the heat. I don't know quite what happened. Just now I sat out on the balcony and watched the thunderstorm for the time it would take me to smoke two cigarettes, if I smoked. I watered my plant, which is a year old now and completely refuses to die.

We had to move rooms in one of my classes today and so we sat in a room with windows, and I think it made me smarter. (Maybe it was the donuts?) Anyway I love staring out of windows.

shhh...I remember what I came here for